Archive for April 2016

A Winter Beared

April 10, 2016

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A Winter Beared

In the winter of dreaming bears, the night mare
barely dared enter
the forest,
for even the poorest ursine unconscious
would have none of her clip-clop.

What could she trot out?
When the bear dreamed of rot,
its snout twitched at riches;
when its sleep faced fear,
its fur flared, small coronas of dust
haloing its humifying aroma;
hibernation already borders
death, even if it’s the neighbor
whose grass is always greener, even this old
snow-weaned grass, bleached brown gold.

Still, the mare, though wary
of the dozing bear, nosed, post dusk,
its spun aura of steam, dust, musk,
as if she might inhale such dreams–
as if she might inhale–
as if she too
might awaken
come Spring.

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12th poem for this April;  this one for Magaly Guerrero’s prompt on Real Toads to use three of one’s own titles.  I’ve used the winter of dreaming bears, night mare and post dusk.  

The picture is a painting by Jason Martin, reposted here.

ps corrected since first posting to correctly spell “humifying” which is the process of turning organic material into humus–that rich black soil, essentially. 

 

 

 

Memoriam

April 9, 2016

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Memoriam

I was so sad today
to hear of your death.
I thought of it as my breath climbed
this hill and as my gaze filled
with a slice of stone
by the drive side, its face faceted with quartz
like a medal of valor.

I thought of it when I saw limbs caught
in the cruces of other limbs,
trees gathering
their fallen.

I feel sure you believed you would meet her
again,
that you’d gather her up
as when she was small,
that you’d laugh
as when she was almost
a young woman.

I saw you too
in the gatherings of leaves
from last fall,
wondering if I would ever catch their turn
into new earth,
that birth
of what’s left, that rebirth
of what has left.

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11th poem for April; for Hannah’s prompt on Real Toads to write of a walk in nature.  Pic is mine as well as poem; all rights reserved. 

 

About Women Somehow

April 8, 2016

About Women Somehow

Somewhere there is an oyster
or a clam or, more likely, a mussel,
that has pushed, one-footed,
out of the shell, until, after a long tread trailing
bearding threads, it finds itself
in a cascade of drought–

the flow is like
a waterfall– as if it stood, lip-skinned,
behind iridescence as high
as a canyon–
only what falls before this mussel
is ash.

It is a creature of sweeping
tides, but it’s walked on water
for so long and
so far
that the sea has turned
to rock, and now, to broken
rock, so that if it wants a drink, it needs
to weep

or sweat,
collecting wetness
in a picture of nacre held only
in mussel memory (the shell
of a shell.)

Though, honestly, the mussel barely looks back
to that blue-black age, since, in truth,
the water was always rock, and the mussel has always
walked, and yes, this sounds, oh,
so melodramatic,
but that is just how it is
for some mussels.

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10th poem for April–yes, it’s a strange one, and a draft–I’ve changed it many many times and it’s still weird–for Sherry Marr’s prompt on With Real Toads to write something about strong women– 

These days (poem 9 for April)

April 7, 2016

These days

something other than me
braces my knee, something
puffy
that has eaten whatever once
sort of prettily trotted or gavotted,
garroting it
with a palindrome of pain (meaning that it hurts
both coming and going.)

Oh knee, once so synched with thought
you linked (without even thinking)
where I wanted to be
with where I was not.

Oh bee’s knee, please, oh Honey–
won’t you come back
to this old joint.

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9th poem for April, National Poetry Month, to my left knee, which, unfortunately, is  really suffering right now.  Written for Susie Clevenger’s prompt on Real Toads about bracelets.  This has been edited since first posting as I mistakenly used the word palimpsest for palindrome! Agh!

Compounded (Poem 8 for April)

April 6, 2016

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She penknifed the backseat
of the Buick roadmaster
for every fibbermeister, who,
poring beer and mewling
semen, had cupboarded her
there, his no-neck bulk
necktying
her down;
the upholstery popcorned
beneath the slim
chokeheld blade
like hookworm turned
to foam;
if a seat could apologize, this vinyl
would be on
both knees,
but it had
no knees.

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This is very much of a draft, my number 8 poem for April National Poets month, for the wonderful Kerry O’Connor’s prompt on Real Toads to write a poem using some compound words. 

The drawing is mine, recycled and not quite right for this, but I think I have to recycle drawings this month!  Note that I am trying to return comments, but if I miss you, let me know. 

Some Times (Poem 7 for April)

April 4, 2016

 Some Times

In moments when the blue breaks
into brightness, then to black,
the shades that crowd the farthest shore
no longer will stand back.

They reach in willow whisper,
grasp in spilled-ink din,
tug against my hold on you
pulling me to them.

It’s none of it ill-meaning,
this grip that cuts joy neat,
no more than blows of northern wind
do, conscious, wish to beat–

until at last receding,
calming as a sea;
they let return cerulean
with breakers far and lee

and you and me, we ride waves cupped
like Mona Lisa smiles,
filling palms with re-joined blue
that fills all cracks this while.

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Draft Poem 7 for April National Poetry Month.  I will link this to Real Toads Open Platform tomorrow (Tuesday) hosted by Marian.   (I’ve been a bit ahead of the game but have some trying days ahead so who knows? Ha!) 

Pic is unedited; all rights reserved.  

April Fools Day After – (6 for April)

April 4, 2016

 April Fools Day After

Some crease in the calendar
folds February
into April
and we wake to white-out,
the wind trying to blow snow back
to when it belonged,
trees shaking
knobbed fingers,
while the cold, careless of the scold,
settles over us like an officious white hen, covering
our near-hatch
not only with down
but a new white shell (no yolk
intended.)

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This is my sixth poem for April National Poetry month, this one for Margaret Bednar’s prompt on Nature at Real Toads. 

The above picture is from this morning–actually yesterday was more dramatic with snow, sun, and “snow devils”–little whirlwinds of snow.  Below is a pic of the night before the storm. 

 

NRA’s Take on Classic Tale (Taken Back) (April Poem 5)

April 3, 2016

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NRA’s Take on Classic Tale (Taken Back)

So, little blonde, packing heat, but no supplies,
stumbles onto unlocked house,
warm leftovers, seemingly
spare bed, until owners, proponents of the right
to arm bears, show,
and, as her yawn
exposes holster,
shoot her.

Blondie expires (despite
blondeness), but Mama B.’s caught too
in crossfire; Baby and Papa
turning to drink, meth,
after.

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5th poem (in just 55 words) for April National Poetry Month–this for the wonderful Kerry O’Connor’s prompt on Real Toads to write a 55 word poem, also thinking of a classic.  The pic is a recycled one of mine–

As a process note, the U.S. National Rifle Association (the “NRA”) has recently released a revised book of Grimms’ fairy tales, with various characters, such as Little Red Ridinghood, now armed. 

 

Pony (4)

April 2, 2016

 Pony

They could, he thought,
just tie it to
the mailbox.
But instead of the pony, they brought home
a baby sister, and when he thought he might as well go live
under the mailbox himself, they said he was
too little to sit
by the curb
and he railed
against the back yard throwing
at the bricks every single jar
from the bag his mother had taken
to the hospital–make-up–
pushing bangs back
like a tossed mane,
tears galloping
down the flanks of
cheek like sweat
on heated muscle,
understanding then
that the world was not
as he
would have it.

Why perhaps
only children sometimes have
hard times
as they grow older–

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My fourth poem for April National Poetry Month–I am front-loading, I think, as my life gets pretty busy mid-week– this one for my prompt on Real Toads to write something related to horses;  painting is mine.  (Also, title has been changed since initially posting.) 

Wish (3)

April 2, 2016

 Wish

My grandmother talked of her horses
knowing the way home,
how she could just
let loose the reins—

I wish I knew
the loosening of reins, the letting lead
the soft strong beautiful,
the flank’s dusk-silvered shiver,
the found home of sound steps.

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A drafty poem, number 3, for April for my own prompt on horses on Real Toads.  I call this one drafty because I’ve done about fifteen versions and can no longer tell which I like best. Ha!  Will try to keep and review at some later date. 

Pic is mine, watercolor.  All rights reserved.