Hurry, Stop

Posted May 9, 2024 by ManicDdaily
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Hurry, Stop

There is this voice in me that says, hurry.
There is this voice in me that says, stop.

How can a single voice say hurry and stop, both
at the same time?

It makes me think of the dogs who, as I walk them,
rush to a crevice between rock and earth,
some darkness where they
suspect life lurks.

There, they stand, sniff,
bend, pant, wag,
leg-locked bustles of stillness,
that won’t budge at the tug
of leash.

That voice in that crevice of me
asks me to show the same sense, I think,
the same dumb brilliance,
of a dog—hurry, stop–
to forget about leashes.

But then there’s another part of me.
This a part that sits quietly, maybe on a rock
in some corner of the skull.
It simply watches, wonders,
what will I do, it asks.  What
will happen next?

 

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Here’s another little poem.  The picture is the detail of an illustration from one of my children’s books called, ABC Goat.  (It doesn’t really fit the poem, but I like the dog!) 

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Returning (in Springtime)

Posted May 8, 2024 by ManicDdaily
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Returning (In Springtime) 



We went away for four days

and the leaves came.

How was it? We leave and, then, 

the leaves,

their tips unscrolling
from
 their toeholds,
their tips toeing their limbs.

Not like our tires, whose roll is so determined

to make time,

but like little children sneaking
into the unseen,

until, suddenly, they are ready to be seen.

Yellow green.

We come back and they smile at us,

smug in the sun.

Don’t be so unhappy, they say, 

don’t think of yourself as tired,
don’t think of what 
you’ve missed,
what’s lost.

Don’t think at all.
Just look.


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Poem for spring in the mountains. Pic’s imperfect, but it’s raining today! Have a good one!

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Spring!

Posted May 1, 2024 by ManicDdaily
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Blossoms!

Hello! (Again)

Posted April 30, 2024 by ManicDdaily
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Hello! I have been long absent! This is partly because of other work, but also because a kind of cloud that descended over me in approximately 2016; the date of Trump’s first election. This is not a political post! I mention politics by way of explanation—that election kind of soured me on blogging and it’s really been hard to pick it up consistently since.

In any case, 2016 was a long time ago, and I’m going to see if I can overcome the cloud!

And one experience that has sometimes brought the sun for me has been a series of online drawing classes I have taken with Peter Hristoff, an artist at School of Visual Arts.

The classes, called Inventory Drawing, or Fearless Drawing, involve very fast (one minute) sketches often of an absolutely wonderful crew of models who work with Peter. The idea is to push you out of your hesitation, your procrastination, your reluctance to commit. This is certainly helped by Peter Hristoff’s really masterful encouragement.

In any case, here are some of my sketches from a recent class. The underlying figure is the quick sketch. I have added color since the class.

I post them because the act of making the drawings is always so helpful for me. I’m not sure if viewing them has a good effect! I have a feeling that the making is an important part of the trick–but hopefully, seeing my awkward efforts will encourage you to try some yourself. (I’m sorry that you may not have the great models!)

In any case, all the best!

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Bootcamp Drawing

Posted February 18, 2023 by ManicDdaily
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I am lucky enough to be taking “Bootcamp Drawing,” an online drawing course with Peter Hristoff, an artist and professor at School of Visual Arts.  Peter encourages those taking the class to expand their limits through quick and free drawing—you don’t have time to get intimidated or to step behind some artistic pose.  (Only the models, who are absolutely terrific, are posing!)  

It is a marvelous class.  Peter uses artifacts, wonderful models and prompts from poetry as objects of drawing. He offers a great deal of quiet inspiration and kind encouragement. 

In any case, here are a few of the drawings I’ve done in some of the recent zoom classes.  (One does a great many in each class, as they are done in time frames from 20 seconds to two minutes so. Note, however, that many quick drawings are rather randomly layered.) In any case, I’ll just post a few now, and maybe a few others in the future.

I hope they can encourage others to reach out—and take Peter Hristoff’s zoom classes at SVA! (He teaches Bootcamp Drawing, the Vigorous Figure, Inventory Drawing, A Metropolitan Museum Drawing class.)

Take care! 

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Characterized As (Sonnet)

Posted February 6, 2023 by ManicDdaily
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Characterized As

We may be characterized as a couple,
but you are a tree and I am the breeze
that settles in its branches, the oh-so supple
breeze—I say this conscious of its cheez-
iness, and all the jokes arising from wind,
knowing too that usually when I nestle,
fold up in your crook of trunk and limb,
we tend to do the crossword puzzle.
Still, it’s not fair to call us simply a pair,
when you have been my hearth, and my hearth’s desire–
And I have been your—I don’t know—fresh air—
For sure, you could have sung without my lyre,
grown outside my ground, but once our wounds wrapped ‘round,
we were bound, we were bound, we were bound. 

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A sonnet for a Monday. Have a good day.

(The drawing and poem are mine; as always, all rights reserved.)

After the Injury/Nights

Posted February 3, 2023 by ManicDdaily
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After the Injury/Nights

If only you could sleep
like a horse, standing. 

Though I guess your feet, then,
would have to be hooves,
and I don’t think I could sleep
next to four hooves.

But you cannot sleep standing, so,
as it is, you wake through the night, try to pace away
the pain, readjust the pillows and
the hard foam wedge, re-build
the pyramid. 

Because you also cannot sleep
lying down,
and so you swivel to the side of the bed, stand,
pace a little more—
I ask if I can do anything—
you say, no, you say it helps
to move. 

I ask again, later, is there anything
I can do—
you say no, again, later, that it helps
to move—

I ask again, later,
you say, no again, later—

So, it goes, these twists of fate and later
that end up shuffling in the night, trading pain
for exhaustion. 

Then, at last, you do sleep;
and now it’s your breath
that softly paces—
I listen, not asking
for anything more.

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Hello!  I’m sorry to be so out of touch!  Mishap has come my way, and I have had little time.  I hope all are well. 

P.S. The picture is mine.  I have a lot of drawings of horses, but they were none quite right, so I thought the hourglass was a bit more fitting.  Take care!

letting be

Posted December 15, 2022 by ManicDdaily
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letting be

how do we let be?
let people like streams
take their courses.

let the rapids rush
and still
like the whites of eyes that flicker
and then resolve themselves
into dark pupils. 
But they are not
our pupils. 

how do we stay afloat
in our own little bark?
(by bark, I mean a boat.)

let it be full of good food, this boat—let us give loaves
not just to the fishes—
stick some songs in the aft, maybe squeeze in
a whole piano, smiles
for ballast—

do not forget to carry on the breath.
hold to that zephyr
like words that don’t need to be loosed
into the wind–
not everything needs
an explanation—

oh, let the breath just go
and then come again,
softly— 


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Here’s a little draft poem for December. Sorry to have been so absent. My good news is that I have three new children’s books on Amazon. The pic above is from one of them–Lightly Going Things. Also now available is Green Truck Here, and Bug Cars.

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And good luck with the holiday season!

Thanks

Posted November 29, 2022 by ManicDdaily
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Thanks

When I think of thanks,
I think of you and I think too
of them—of her and her
and her and him—

And all that blue that is the opposite of sky—
that blue inside me that wails at times
like a saxophone in the night
(only it’s not just at night).

That hue that seems to blue my very bones,
to make even my joints lonely—
(How can a knee
be forlorn? How can an elbow feel
abandoned?
They are joints! Per se connected!)

But if, in that dejection,
I can think of thanks—even just the word—
my mind is lured to you, to them,
and all that is torn
is joined anew (roughly, but
enough)—
the knee bends, the arm extends—
and that inner blue becomes lent sky,
and everything shows itself
to be a part of everything else—
the trees, the stones, the tones
of that saxophone, even what feels so lone—sky inside
and out,
sky all about. 

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Here’s kind of a draft poem that has been on my mind. Of course, it is an adult poem, and the drawing is a children’s drawing–an illustration from my picture book Lightly Going Things, but I liked the ebullience of the pic. (And of course the elephants!) That picture book is soon to be available on Amazon, with others of mine.

Awake

Posted November 10, 2022 by ManicDdaily
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Awake in the Moonlight

I wake in the moonlight, things to do,
they mainly consist of missing you—
you who we were when we were young,
I who we were when we were one. 

We could be one with three or four,
children clinging to the core,
arms around, stories read,
squeezed into a squishy bed. 

We’re not a single memory,
but shifting slides of clarity—
now, I’m the child, now I’m the mother,
now I’m the gathered, now, the lover. 

I go outside to see the moon,
bright bowl of a no-handled spoon—
You cannot hold it, but still can taste
the orbit’s grace, the shine, the trace.

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Kind of a ditty for today! Just to be clear, about past year rather than any particular person! Mainly I was thinking of my kids when young, and my grandmothers, whom I hope to emulate.

This is an old drawing—a bit too witchy for the poem, but the one that most fit that I could find!  

Stay well!  And thanks to all who got out to vote.