Archive for February 2013

Frozen On A Slope Too Steep

February 9, 2013

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Frozen On Skis and A Slope Too Steep
(At the Urging of My Daughter)

“I hate you, I hate you,” I said
to my own child, who (wincingly) smiled.
“Just take the turn slowly,” she led

in a perfect and slow-motion wedge.
But in my starts, my tight pace undialed–
“I hate you, I hate you,” I said.

Beside us, snowboarders slip-sped
and skiers spit skid-curves of wild
at my child, who so wincingly smiled,

while I, cryogenically dead,
stuck fast to stilled tilt. She beguiled,
“just take the turn slowly,” and led.

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I am not a good or experienced skier, and have a fair amount of fear of steep slopes, in part because I hate the loss of control I feel when going fast.  So, here’s a poem both for the dVerse Poets prompt, hosted by Claudia Schoenfeld, to write about letting go, and a Real Toads prompt, hosted by Hedgewitch (Joy Ann Jones) to write a “cascade” poem, that is, one with a repeated line scheme.  I’m not sure that I’ve met either challenge very successfully, but I did get to the bottom of the hill.  (For more on either prompt, or the cascade form, check out the sites above.)

Further note, I would never have thought that I would ever be capable of saying such words to a child and both she and I were a bit shocked.  I guess it is wrong to label what steep slopes inspire in me as a “fair amount” of fear.  (I am okay on easy slopes and she and I really do get along quite well.  She’s just a much better skier who’s learned that it’s best not to ask me to keep her company to higher heights!) 

No more lingering in Tarrytown–make that NYC– Friday Flash 55

February 8, 2013

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Long-distance Couple Faces Snowstorm

Communication blown pre-storm:
Who needs to do
What, where, when, and why all
Possibilities are impossible (later,
What we should have done) rustles wayward
Like readying wind, but when
Prospect of being snowed-in alone is truly
Aired-you there, me here– crystally mistily
Clear–I run to the next train,
You speed to meet it.

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55 rushed words on the train posted from iPhone for the g-man. http://g-man-mrknowitall.blogspot.com
Go tell him I am hoping to beat the storm!

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February (Grandmother)

February 7, 2013

Below is a little illustrated story I wrote about one of my grandmothers some time ago that I am posting for a dVerse Poets Pub, memoir prompt,  hosted by Victoria C. Slotto. I’m sorry the pics are so bad; clearer versions can be found here (where you can see as a slide show).  I’ve typed out the text below.

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February was a month my grandmother just couldn’t take anymore. She would look out the window and wish away grey.

Sometimes she had a little dog. She wasn’t supposed to have a little dog but she’d make up some excuse.

She loved to look at it perk up by the window. The one I remember had a sharp little tail, perked by definition.

Sometimes, in February, she’d get sick, and we would fly out there, then drive. The hospital was a long straight road away in Minnesota, a curvy one in Iowa.

I watched the shoulders. The twists in Iowa came out of nowhere and the road was edged by a sudden sassy lip like the ones that tortured teacher. My mother was a teacher, and every time we skidded across that gravelly edge she cursed all Republicans who, in her mind, refused to pay for public works.

One February, my grandmother got sick in Washington, D.C., my hometown. She had the most beautiful stark white hair.

I was very brave decisive. Seeing that the hospital stay convinced my grandmother that she was about to die, I got my mom to take her out. Against doctors’ orders.

The next day she was so much better she jumped from bed to a little portable potty then ate a big breakfast, smiling as she stole secret spoonfuls of jam, a sure sign that life will go on.

One February sometime later, she came to me on a school bus. I was careful not to tell her she had died. So fearful was I that she would leave again, I did not speak to her at all.

I sat in a place she might not see, tears streaming. Her cloud of stark white hair looked almost solid.

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(I might edit the text if I were redoing today, but it’s written on the pics.) All art is original; all rights reserved.

“For Those Whose Flicker’s Hidden Under A Bushel (Of Sorts)”

February 6, 2013

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For those Whose Flicker’s Hidden Under A Bushel (Of Sorts )

Don’t sweat the small stuff.

Oh, sure; oh, great.
But what if you’re pure-bred
perfectionist, DNA developed
to swelter the welter-weight?

Just see the glass half-full.

Bull.
If the flag of your disposition
is of hopeless grey stuff woven, your natural arc simply
projects rejection, complexion dejection, inflection abjection, even your loins
are lubricated lugubriously.

So, un-clamp down.

Is no dignity afforded those whose foreheads
bead with the exacting
infinitesimal?

No.

No mercy granted the nervously
self-bulldozed?

No.

Must we always be prey
to mea culpa mea culpa mea
maxima culpa?

So sorry (i.e. yes.)

Mea culpa, mea culpa, mea
maxima culpa.

Must you?

(i.e. yes.)

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Draft very draft most maximum draft posted for Real Toads prompt of word list created by a shy person, and hosted by Fireblossom.  

“Going to Ground”

February 5, 2013

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Going to Ground

And then there are those times when you follow
ground rather than sky, spying your way
by clump, not star, tufted mound, found hollow
in a hill. You’ve not been kind, and as day
falls, and night falls too (from your perspective),
you want to weep, but can only walk,
cross snow-swept field, unable to relive
what you didn’t rightly live when the clock
wound round first go. As coat sleeve side-slides,
yaps sound, a wild chorus, and not distant,
though muted in dim.  Your startled heart invites
in fear to replace remorse, but, next instant,
recognizes the whine of rubbed nylon.
You walk, arms behind back now, head still down.

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A sort of a sonnet, with slant rhyme and shifting pentameter, for dVerse Poets Open Link Night.

Light Sculpture (Jason Martin)

February 4, 2013

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The above is a photograph of a light sculpture (that is, a sculpture made with light as the medium, rather than clay or marble or bronze), made by Jason Martin, my husband.  All rights reserved.

Streaming Winter (Cinquain)

February 3, 2013

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Streaming Winter

Water
Flowing frozen,
Floating frozen over
Flowing, growing floes of frozen
Water.

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The above is a slightly silly cinquain (what is this with the alliteration!?)  a five line syllabic poem, for With Real Toads, hosted by Marian (of Runaway Sentence).  (For more on cinquains, read Marian’s very imformative post.)  Above and below are photos of some wonderfully frozen water.  I will probably post more at some point as it is the kind of thing that I at least can’t stop photographing or videoing even though the pictures are never as good as the real thing and IT IS COLD!!!!!!!!

P.S. I’ve edited since posting.  Agh.

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“Between Light and Dark”

February 2, 2013

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Between Light and Dark

My mother saw the “light” once, a few days
after my birth when complications happened,
mounds of blood unearthed on linoleum maze
wherever she trod.  In crash of pan and din,
from kitchen to OR, she was transported
to a view of light as bright as snow-sunned field.
It beckoned; it said, come.  Put down assorted
care; just rest; let wounds and heart be healed.
And she was tempted.  For she was so tired,
even young.  Till she remembered my crabbed face,
mottled with blue, yet red as a small fire,
and she, protesting no, chose the shadowed space,
the dapple at tunnel’s start, the ombre
of arms clasped, the crosshatch of joy with somber.

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Here’s a sonnet (of sorts) for the dVerse Poets Pub Poetics prompt hosted by me today on the theme of bright shadow (in honor of Groundhog Day).

Check out all the great poets at dVerse and, if you have an extra moment on this wintry day, check out my books!  Poetry, GOING ON SOMEWHERE, (by Karin Gustafson, illustrated by Diana Barco). 1 Mississippi -counting book for lovers of rivers, light and pachyderms, or Nose Dive, a very fun novel. Nose Dive is available on Kindle for just 99 cents!

“To Ed Koch” (and certain other New Yorkers)

February 1, 2013

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To Ed Koch, My New Yorker Aunt and Plenty of Others

There was a certain old-timey New Yorker who wasn’t shy
of picking up a discard on the curb (hopefully, before
the dogs took aim)–maybe a chair, a table, even a whole city–
(what’s it to you, buddy?) –hoisting it
in their arms, cleaning, polishing, making it
something anyone could be proud of, love–

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A belated 55 to Ed Koch, who like my Aunt, and many long-term New Yorkers, knew how to take something at a low and make it wonderfully special.  They furnished their rent-controlled apartments, and even their lives, and others’ lives with such things – making the discarded (or bankrupt) function!  Please tell it to the G-Man. 

I didn’t always agree with Ed Koch, but could not help truly liking him and being very grateful for the energy and devotion and unapologetic chutzpah he gave to NYC.