Monday – Ten Signs that Yours Has Been Stressful
1. You have gone through four sticks of gum; three that you just put in your mouth on the subway platform, one that you actually chewed earlier in your office. Your office!
2. Your eyes keep catching the eyes of the crazy muttering man sitting opposite you on the train–swollen, hooded, troubled eyes. Even when you finally just shut your eyes, pretending to sleep, you can’t help peeking to see if he buys your little charade. He doesn’t. (Maybe it’s all the gum-chewing.)
3. You begin to deconstruct Twilight in your head. (“Deconstruct as in Harold Bloom and Jacques Derrida.) You focus, for example, on the fact that “Bella Swan” must be named for (a) Belle, as in La Belle et La Bête (Beauty and the Beast), and (b) the Ugly Duckling. And Edward Cullen is a combination of….. (a) Edward Scissorhands (you guess, not having actually seen the movie), and (b) cull as in the culling a herd, as in Edward in his vigilante days. Then you actually begin to wonder about the symbolism of Jacob being a wolf. But wasn’t Esau, Jacob’s brother, the “hairy man”…?
4. The train stops for a long time in the tunnel. Your jaw is getting seriously overextended.
5. When the conductor announces that the delay is due to a sick customer, you are genuinely relieved that the sick customer is not you.
6. You really do not chew gum, you never chew gum.
7. You step off the train onto a platform where a man sings the Flight of the Bumblebee in falsetto. You are very glad that you will not be sitting opposite this man.
8. All thoughts of blogging about political, social, artistic or poetic issues fly from your head and you wonder whether you couldn’t just post a picture of your cute little dog instead. (You realize sadly that you don’t have a picture scanned.)
9. Before taking that same cute little dog out for a walk, you hurriedly eat several slices of a kind of cheese you don’t much care for. In an effort to assuage displaced guilt, you tear off some of every slice to give to the dog.
10. When you finally take the dog out, you stop for a moment on the patio of a restaurant behind your building. The restaurant has recently started playing elevator music, and before you realize what you are doing, your hips begin to twitch in time with the beat.
Agh! You hate elevator music. Worse than chewing gum!
Agh!
Feeling that all is surely lost—what’s happening to you?–you look out over the horizon. The sky above the river is blue and pink and orange, the river below the sky is blue and blue and blue, a crescent of moon barely gleams through the spectrum like the most beautiful distinction possible, your dog’s eyes (you are carrying your dog through the restaurant patio) stare up at you in gratitude. (Possibly for all the cheese.)
In less than a second, your hips let go of even the memory of those untoward twitches, and you walk straight and true out of range of the muzak, your forehead unwinding, your chest sighing, your tense jaw beginning, at last, to find peace.
Check out 1 Mississippi above for more about the peace of rivers.
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